At the age of 21, I finally got rid of the gambling problem.

At the age of 21, I finally got rid of the gambling problem.

People often use the rainy season to describe the age of youthful bloom. The teenagers in this age group should have been carefree and happy, but I am just the opposite. In the age of the flower season, I struggled in the whirlpool of gambling, vain the time, could not find the direction and goal of life, and I could not taste the fun of living! Until then, the salvation of God came to me...

The temptation of gambling

At that time, I often listened to people around me saying: "Love will fight to win, dare to be red! Casino for one minute, less ten years of work! To be rich, make a big bet! Not afraid of losing, I am afraid Gambling! Small gambling to feed the family, big gambling to get rich!" Then look at them every day in the casino, lose a lot of money, but when you win, it is also a glimpse, I think that gambling is still the fastest way to make money My heart can't help but move. I thought: Because my family is poor, my parents are still in debt. I am often teased by my peers and live in inferiority. It seems that I have to rely on the wealthy people to eat and eat, and only rely on gambling. Since then, I have had the idea of ​​"gambling"...

Bet failure

At the beginning, I just gambled when I was paying, and occasionally I won some money. Later, I saw that such a small gambling could not make any money. I thought: "Is it necessary to be rich, to make a big bet?" So, I want to bet bigger. After paying a salary, I took all the wages of more than 3,000 yuan to gamble. I just started to make a small bet, but every time I lost, I was very unconvinced. After that, I raised it. I took a note of four or five hundred yuan, and the maximum amount was down to one thousand five hundred yuan. But in a few cases, I took all the money in my hand. Lost light. I saw that the salary for one month was so drastic. I was really dissatisfied with one hundred and wanted to win the money again.

So I rushed to find my sister, borrowed 3,000 yuan from her, and hurried back to the casino. However, contrary to expectations, three thousand dollars lost a few times. At that moment, I was dumbfounded. The whole person was like a deflated ball. I thought: 6,000 yuan. This is the total salary of my wife and I. I was "thrown" on the table at me. How can I go back? To my sister?

When I got home, I only pretended to be fine, and I dared not let my sister know about my loss. Slowly, my sister still learned about my gambling. Although she was very angry, she didn't blame me too much. She just advised me not to gamble again. If the gambling is addictive, it is hard to quit. When my mother got gambling and told me to go back to my hometown, I also broke the "margin" with gambling.

Fetish defeat

Later, I found that many people gamble on their mobile phones. Under this gambling method, 30 yuan can win 800 yuan, and the next 50 yuan can win more than 1,000 yuan. You can play three games a day. Seeing this kind of gambling wins more, even if you only win one game a day, you will earn more than a few days of work, and you will be able to win a game for a few days. So, I started to make a fortune dream again and gambled on the mobile phone.

At the beginning, I only dared to make a small note of 30 yuan. I didn't fall for three games a day. I can win seven to eight hundred to one thousand yuan every day. Seeing the people around me have a lot of money to win, I started to raise and gradually added to 900 to 1,000 yuan, because this time I can win more than 10,000 yuan. But when I raised, I didn’t win it at the same time. In the end, even the money and salary I won before were lost. But because I gambled on my mobile phone this time, I won more money than before, so I didn't give up, so I borrowed money from friends to gamble. But then I still lost money, and I owe my friend more than 10,000 yuan.

This time, I completely stumbled. I thought that my parents had already owed a lot of debts. I also hoped that I would work to earn money to help, but now I not only earned money, but also owed foreign debts, and I still owe it for a while. Unclear, making the home that was not rich enough worse. Before I listened to my sister's advice, I wouldn't continue to gamble, I wouldn't owe so much debt, and I wouldn't get deeper and deeper in the whirlpool of gambling. It's harder to get out of it... The more I think, the more painful I want, the more I regret, the more I want to die. It is. From that day on, I left myself in the room after work, and often washed my face in tears. The whole person was like a walking dead, unable to extricate himself in the abyss of pain.

Sitting alone by the sea

The mythology reveals and sees the truth of gambling

Just as I was helpless and helpless, God extended a hand of salvation to me. One day in April 2017, my friend passed me the work of the Almighty God. After that, I saw the words of God saying, "This time, the trend is full of evil spirits. This evil spirit is constantly degrading, constantly losing conscience, losing humanity, losing reason, and making people's morality more and more declining. The quality of people's personality is also declining. It can even be said that most people now have no personality, no humanity, no conscience, no reason. What are these trends? You can't see this trend with your eyes. When a trend blows, there may be only a small number of people who have made a fortune, started doing such things, began to accept such ideas, and began to accept such views, but most people still do not know. I am constantly being infected by such a trend, assimilated, so attracted, that people unconsciously and involuntarily accept such a trend, so that they are drowned and controlled by such a trend. Once and for all The trend makes people who are physically and mentally unsound, let people who don’t know what is truth, and let them have no distinction between positive and negative things. I accepted these trends with willingness, accepted the concept of existence and values ​​from Satan, accepted the way Satan told people how to treat life and Satan's "give" to people, people have no power to resist, people also There is no ability to resist, and there is no sense to resist."

The revelation of the Word of God made me understand that the original gamble is a trend that Satan has risen. This trend is like an evil wind. When I have no distinction and defense, I will be "the casino for one minute and ten years less." "Industry," "small gambling to support the family, big gambling to get rich," and so on, thought that gambling is the fastest way to get rich. If you don't take this shortcut, people like me who are born with poverty and nothing, for a lifetime Don't think about the life of a person. To this end, I want to use gambling to make a fortune, and I try to gamble. Although I lose money again and again, I still believe that "love will win, dare to be red! Not afraid of losing, I am afraid Bet! To be rich, make a big bet!" Therefore, even if I have no money in my hand, I have to borrow money to gamble. I always want to win the lost money. The more I gamble, the more I lose, the lower my debt, and the worse the home that is not rich. Finally, I am all day. Living in the pain of remorse, unhappy, even want to die with death. Now I saw that Satan was really sinister, let me step into the traps it designed, and eventually it was controlled and swallowed. Recognizing this, I am determined to stay away from gambling and give up gambling in the future.

In the following time, in addition to going to work, I went to church life with my brothers and sisters at the party time. Usually I listened to poetry and read the words of God. Gradually, I didn't think about gambling.

Try again for debt repayment

Because the debts owed by my previous gambling have not yet been repaid, so I have to pay a part of each wage. These foreign debts are like stones in my heart. At this time, my friend asked me to gamble. I know that gambling is not pleasing to the heart, but I still think that I still owe so much foreign debt. I don't want to suffer any debts. I kept fighting in my heart, but in the end I still "forgive" myself: just go to this time, is it better to win the debts this time? In this way, I followed. At that time, I was carrying more than a thousand yuan. I only dared to pay two or three hundred yuan for each note. I wanted to make a few more shots. Maybe one of the notes would be lucky. At the beginning, I basically lost and lost. I still didn’t make a profit, and I continued to go down. Unconsciously, I lost all my money. In the face of this failure, I want to cry without tears. In pain, I came to God and prayed, "God! I went to gamble again. I know that gambling doesn't suit your heart, but I can't restrain myself. God, I still I can't beat the temptation of gambling. May you save me..."

After that, I saw the words of God saying: "Young people should not have no truth, nor should they cherish hypocrisy and injustice, but should stand on the position they have, should not follow the tide, and dare to sacrifice for justice, for the truth. Spirit; young people should have the courage to not succumb to the forces of darkness, and have the courage to change the meaning of their own existence... especially the young people should not have the power to identify the truth, seek justice and truth, you are pursuing all beauty and Good things should be the reality of all positive things, and they must be responsible for their personal lives.

God's words made me feel shameful, thinking that I was not a young man, but became a gambler. I know that gambling is the evil trend that Satan rises. It is a means to seduce us to fall. But in order to earn money, I can't help but follow my friends. I want to rely on gambling to pay off my debts. As a result, not only the money is lost, but my heart is also Suffering from suffering. Now the words of God have pointed me the way. As a young Christian, there should be a spirit of vigor and vitality. It can distinguish what is good and what is bad according to the Word of God. What is good for me and what is harmful, Can live the Christian style by God's word. The Word of God aroused my betrayal of Satan's mind, thinking that I now accept God's end-time work, understand that the end of God's incarnation is to publish the truth, use words to judge the corruption and unrighteousness in our body, and lead us out of Satan. The maiming, living in the blessings of God. But I didn't know much about it. I didn't have a longing for the bright mind. I followed the tide and was hurt by Satan. I lived up to God's good intentions. I don't want to be hurt by Satan any more, and I am willing to pursue the truth to live a meaningful life.

Later, at the place where I went to work, I still heard friends talking about gambling from time to time. Some said that I had dreamed of something last night. I was sure that I could vote for it. Some even told me that she dreamed of being very accurate. Let me Help her vote for one... I will feel the waves when I hear these, I want to gamble on a chance, but I will immediately think of my own mind before God, and I can’t betray the vows again and again. So I silently prayed to God in my heart, and finally rejected their "good intentions."

Complete break with gambling

But Satan did not let me go. One day in the near future, when I opened my mobile phone, I saw friends pull me into the WeChat word group. When I went in, I heard that they were discussing it fiercely. Some said that they dreamed of what they had last night. Betting while discussing... Listening to them, you are talking about it in a word, my heart tickles, and I don’t consciously ponder what is going on, and the picture of how much I win is coming to my mind. Just as I was preparing to vote, I immediately remembered my own thoughts before God. I was very reproached and uneasy. So I silently prayed to God: "God, now I am going to follow Satan in temptation. May you save me. I can no longer ruin your heart and can no longer renounce my vows." At this time, I have betrayed. Satan's strength and courage, decided to withdraw from the group. After the withdrawal, I did not feel a pity, but a sense of solidity and peace. I know that God once again kept me and made me win. Satan stood and witnessed.

I saw the words of God saying, "...with God's will, to witness God, and to take responsibility for himself as the first place, all in the first place. This is a good testimony. This is a shame to Satan. Ah! What do you think of this in Satan? What does Satan think when he sees it? You actually do this, that is, you truly express your testimony to God and betray Satan with practical actions. It’s not a slogan. It’s the best way to humiliate Satan and witness God. In various ways to witness God, in various ways to let Satan see your determination to betray Satan and to reject Satan’s determination, that’s good. !"

Reading God's words, I feel that God is talking to me face to face, feeling very close to God, and deeply understand that God wants me to completely betray Satan and be a man who wins Satan. Although I am far from the standard of truly worshipping God and obeying God, the supply of mythology has made me have some distinctions between positive and negative things, and I know some about Satan's tricks and evils. I also know that people should pursue What, longing for what makes sense and value, know what is the real life. At this time, my betrayal of Satan for the testimony of God is stronger, and the confidence is greater. I am determined to pursue the truth and report my love for me.

In the following time, when my friends came to me to gamble again, I kept my vows in front of God and refused them. Slowly, I am not interested in gambling. Later, when relatives and friends talked to me about gambling, I said that I was not gambling. They could not believe that I would really quit the gambling addiction. But my heart is clear that God's words have changed me, and God is my only salvation.

Now, I have lived with the brothers and sisters in the church life, and have done my part, contributing to the expansion of the national gospel. My life is full of vitality and youthful vitality. All glory belongs to Almighty God!